Bi-polar SyndomeHe smiled at me, so sweetly,After he knewNow there's such a good friend for you.They're usually shocked when they seeWhat pain can doTo an optimist like me.'Cause this is my bi-polar syndrome:I fight black and white battles every dayWhen all the world seems to see in grey.I tend to love far too easily -It always gets the better of me;Beauty is way too important to let it pass me by...And the sadness lays beside itAnd just suppliments its honesty.Don't judge me,Try to hold some empathy'Cause this is my bi-polar syndromeYou can't take that away from me.They must have found their equilibriumTheir grey world is shining right through,I guess i haven't found my balanceBut i don't want to live in a world that they grew.I'm not gonna hide what I am,No, you cant just take it away -This is my bi-polar syndrome...i won
This Shameless MomentIt's in the moment I'm alone:The snap recoil of the doorAnd there is movement in the silence;Feeling Eternity close in -For if i live this moment aloneAnd the nextAnd, i believe, any moment after that,Then isn't this true eternity? So, this night is like every other night,These dreams are yesterdays' and tomorrows'And the darkness that smiles in corners is familiar, and closes in, oh so sweetly.And without light and eyes and judgement,I am shameless:The bliss lies in no contest of thought...Feeling the presence of Alone close in,I welcome to be overcome. This moment is intimate and empty;This moment is dark, and slow;This light is golden and non-existant. So i lay ever so delicately,Quietly,And my heart beats out from under the sheetsIts tiny voice rings heavy in this spaceAnd overpowering...It quickens and being Alone is much fuller -To stagger under its weight -This vast, enormous, magnificent weight,is all that is concious
Not EnoughWhat do they want?They wander aimlesslyI feel I'm always so transparentWhile everyone closes up on me.This life isn't enough;I wanna be right there,I'll help you Jump right off the edge,Damnit, I'll run with you anywhere.You can put your trust in me,It'll be so easyIt's an all too cliche line, but believe me.'Cause they don't understand life -Not in all its glory,They walk around distracted and neutral,Like they're gonna leave it till another day.Well, i can't live that way.I understand the way you can feelWhen you're aloneAnd how the pain is precious, because it defines you.Maybe it's just me....No, it can't just be me.......But i can set you free.